I feel a lot of energy about the WIL tonight. Like I am claiming a life outside of Utah. For all the years in California I was in exile from her world. Now that the California energy is released there is an abundance to be claimed. Arizona energy. Boss energy. Writing energy. I am no longer in Utah exile. I can claims new energy and embrace it.
The problem with the WIL is I don’t know what she is thinking. What she wants, what she needs. Objectively that is an absurd statement. She hasn’t reached out to me in over a year. She needs me to leave her alone. But one thing I always believed is we are simpatico. What I feel, she feels. Does she spend every single second missing me like I miss her? does every song make her think of me. When she hears our song does she cry like I do? In the end I wanted the world to know about us. I didn’t want to hide my love for her any more. I got my wish. I thought that meant we would be together. Not apart.
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