6:30am sleep was restless last night. I am not surprised. I have a stressful situation with a person at work. Until that is resolved I will feel uneasy. I dreamt about domestic terrorists trying to board a bus at a popular amusement park. They were fun over, shot and electrocuted with devices that looked like shock collars for dogs. I woke up at 1:30am and went back to sleep and had another dream about someone trying to forcefully enter a bus and was turned away violently. I dreamt I went to see the WIL at her house. She was indifferent to me. Her husband came downstairs and shot me eight times in the stomach. I drove myself to the hospital. I didn’t die. The dream just ended.
I continue to worry about job security. I fear I will sabotage the situation even if it is good.
Change the script: I am the leader. I am the best. I am in control. I am strong. Confident and powerful.