6:16am there is no reason not to have an inflated ego. To be brash and proud. I am the center of attention. It is all about me. I am strong, charismatic, proactive. Energizing. Fascinating.
I am stuck on the WIL I can’t move forward but I don’t feel I can ever be with her again. To truly be happy is to fall in love and be energized by someone else.
I want to move on because I feel she has but I can’t pretend I don’t want her or need her more than any other woman ever
Awkward addendum: today is my wife and my 22st wedding anniversary