Phoenix has been a good experience. I feel I can stop running. That the last of my adventure questions have been answered. Before everything blew up last year I pondered moving. I thought about utah but didn’t think I could go back. I thought vaguely of somewhere else but didn’t know where. With Phoenix I now know what somewhere else feels like. That distills multiple questions. I can return to utah knowing what California feels like. What somewhere else feels like. And now I can know what coming home feels like. I am not in a hurry. I had a similar situation after college and seminary returning to wyoming. Going back to Utah might not be the final spot for me. But at least in the coming years, at some point, I believe I can work/live in utah one more time. I can go home
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