Evolution

This blog has evolved. Three months ago I came here to vomit emotion. Find solace. a path through dangerous thoughts. I wrote to stay sane.

I wrote to confess. Sharing my darkness. I wrote to communicate. I felt so alone.

Now i write to focus. Thoughts still ping around in my head. But when I grab my phone to write I shift into…what should I call it? Uber me?

I have found that toe hold, that wall where I am not interested in wallowing. It has changed me. For the better. It has changed my approach to life. To work. I have confidence. Identity. I am the best version of me. For the first time present me aligns with hopeful me. I can appreciate I am the director. I embrace my persona. My role. How I dress. Look. Act interact. I like me.