Are my thoughts as shallow as my writing? I barely string cohesive paragraphs together. Is that how long I think about a subject before flitting to the next topic?
I am bored. at work. It is noon. I had calls all morning.8am until almost 11am. I have a call at 1pm. Another at 3pm. I would rather be at work than home. Or anywhere else. I am old. I can’t think of anything to do except work, eat, sleep. I used to want to be anywhere except work. I could think of a thousand things to occupy my time. Now being bored at work is the only option besides sitting around and cycling on unproductive thoughts. This past weekend really depressed me. I looked forward to relaxing, watching gold. Sipping a cocktail. I did all that stuff. Yet the experience left me feeling empty. I can’t have free time any more. I don’t appreciate it
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