I have been thinking about the song running to stand still by u2 lately. Great vibe that whole album has
I want to date. Meet a woman. But I don’t want to pay the cost. If I bring another woman into my life I don’t have time or space for my daughter. For my mom. I lose hope for the WIL. Or an idealized notion. I would prefer to be abstinent. I feel stupid just having meaningless drunken encounters. I feel like I use people. That I am shallow and unsafe.
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