1:47pm the movers left about an hour ago. Having the furniture feels weird. the last four months have been rushed. Change was forced on me. Probably for the best. I needed to get out of Dana Point. I needed a fresh start. Arizona has been adventure up to this point. I didn’t really slow down to think. I knew I was leaving “home” coming here. but it never felt permanent. Until now. Having the trappings of home with me in Adventureland changes the energy. I assumed it would. I thought I would feel more at ease. Secure. But the opposite is true. I feel exiled.
Weird feeling
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