Woke up a little after four. dragged the extra mattress the movers left to the dumpster. Worked out. Tried to get a quote for auto insurance. Got half way through the quote process when their website crashed. While trying to get the quote I searched for the trucks vin number. I found it in an old email my wife sent me nine years ago. There were three pictures attached to the email. The pictures were taken on a beautiful morning in front of our house in utah. It was nice to see the morning light. The house. The truck with its utah plates on. Hard to believe so much time has passed. I miss certain things about utah. My heart diminishes when I realize I will never have those again. That they will slip farther in the past, fade away, then disappear completely. So much beauty in that time. I could write a million words a day and it wouldn’t capture the moment properly. It is a secret only I will know. I will feel. I will cherish.
