9:27am there are three me’s. Alone me, with other people me. And work me. All my life I liked to be alone. Not doing much of anything but daydreaming. I would day dream about relationships. Achievements, ways I would be successful. But there was a disconnect. When I had to be around other people or go to work I didn’t see it as a chance to make my dreams come true. Rather as an annoyance to ens
Sure until I could go back to day dreaming.
Lockdown destroyed my enjoyment of being alone. I have changed. In Arizona,for the first time, I like work me more. I like spending time with other people. I hate being alone. I think too much. I drink too much. I get depressed. Now I live in the world instead of in my head. It isn’t always easy but it feels more natural. I am finally being who I should be.
A charismatic, decisive leader who accomplishes great things
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