11:29pm honest… I don’t have the ability to accept loss. Age, lockdown, experience has changed me. In the past When a job ended it meant new possibility. I would find something better. I would make more money. Work with better people, enjoy my job more. Now losing a job is rejection. It is the equivalent to being shoved outside in a blizzard. I am immediately in a struggle for survival. I mean that Literally. The mental exposition to the circumstances are as immediately dire as the physical exposure to the elements. This week was draining. My daughter doesn’t feel well. I am staying in Arizona this weekend.
Survival
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