Salvation

8:30am Monday. I use writing as my catch all salvation. If I want to grow, find solace, challenge myself. I think about writing. That has worked for twenty years. However it has not produced results. Finished products

Sunday Dana point

7:59am Sunday, Dana point. There are two parts of me. When I am alone my mind is in Utah. I reminisce about being young, vital, in love and loved. When I am present I am in Orange County. I am a dad. I am older wiser.

The WIL

2:40am Friday morning. I had a dream about the WIL. It was sweet and beautiful. We were at a family reunion. My dad was there. The WIL and I reunited and spent our time talking, kissing, holding hands. When I woke up I could feel the magnet in my chest that screams only for her pulling strong. For years (and most of these posts) I focused on what she is to me. I forgot that I am something to her.