Who I was and never will be again

June 2, 2023, Friday night, 10:09pm, pacific standard time, apartment in Dana Point, California, USA. Went to see the new Spider-Man film with my daughter tonight. The movie was long, but overall a good experience. Watching it made me miss the little kid in me. The one that loved superheroes, summer vacation and daydreaming. He is gone now, almost completely cramped out by an adult lacking imagination. That makes me sad. I have lost so much in life, including the loss of past selfs. Most of the time I accept it. But every now and then I find myself mourning who I was and never will be again.