Tired mind

September 6, 2023, Wednesday evening, 6/35pm, pacific standard time, hotel in Bakersfield, California, USA. I realize I complain more and more. It isn’t that I don’t like the job I have. I am just overwhelmed. It is getting harder to crank up the energy everyday. I need down time or I am not going to last long. The same pressure the short-term Palm Desert Director succumbed to is now devouring me. Maybe he is smart. The lesson he learned in three months has taken me over a year. I hate to say I can’t keep going but I am not sure how to stop. Eventually my tired mind is going to cause trouble. I travel long distances on busy roads. The situation is ripe for disaster. That is uncomfortable to admit but true.