No change

September 27, 2023, Wednesday morning, 7:09, pacific standard time, hotel room in Palm Desert, California, USA. Looking back on posts from the same time frame of my previous job (14 months in). They are similar. Like, exactly. I could have written them this week. It is disheartening to see no personal growth. I am burned out, overwhelmed, depressed and day dreaming about escape. I really thought this job would be different. But then again, when I was applying for jobs last summer I knew 15 months was probably the longest I could stick around. Hospice operations director is a relentlessly demanding position. I am not an outlier. Most people only make it this long.