November 6, 2023, Monday night, 7:02pm, pacific standard time, hotel room in Palm Desert, California, USA. For most of the day I felt empty. No desire or unmet need arose to occupy my mind. Which is very odd. Usually a longing to escape, a lost memory or a hoped for future invades my thoughts. Today was bereft of such things. I didn’t care to escape any more than I cared about attending work. Which made today oddly depressing. I guess overall it was fine, I tend to overly fixate on that which I have lost. However, I have to admit, when all is said and done, it feels better to feel sadness, perhaps even hopelessness , than it is to feel nothing at all.
Nothing at all
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