Insecure

January 21-22, 2024, Monday night, 6:58pm, pacific standard time, hotel in Victorville, California,USA. My original plan was to work from home today. However, a supervisor called in sick so I came to Victorville. Survey might show up tomorrow and a leader needs to be on site so here I am. If they don’t come this week I will head to Palm Desert on Wednesday. This morning was rough. I hate admitting it but I was in despair. I guess a rainy, Monday morning in January is about as low as you can go. Lately I have been struggling overall. I basically stopped talking with someone I met and really liked because my self -talk was debilitatingly insecure.