April 19, 2024, Friday night, 7:53pm, pacific standard time, apartment in Dana Point,California,USA. I am not feeling it at work any more. I don’t have the edge. I am less stressed over day to day needs but feel guilty that I am not pulling my weight. Not sure what to think. This last week it became clear out of the four area leaders I am the most qualified. Which means there is not the usual threat of losing my job. That is a darkness I have known far too many times. The real threat is my internal voice sabotaging my career before I get started. I need to calm down and take one day at a time.
One day at a time
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