Dream scenario

October 20, 2024, Sunday night, 6:55pm, pacific standard time, apartment in Dana Point, California, USA. Since I left Arizona in March of last year I have envisioned a specific scenario to soothe my Sunday Anxiety. In my fantasy I work as a PRN Hospice Chaplain in Phoenix. On Monday mornings I take my daughter to school then head straight to Arizona. I work Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday and come back Friday afternoon. Occasionally, I would stay for a weekend like I did three years ago. I even mapped out subtle nuances to make the dream more vivid. I have my company car, my executive paycheck, and my old apartment in Chandler. Or better yet, a bigger, better house with multiple bedrooms for family and guests. That specific vision got me through many stressful weekend twilights. Tomorrow I will act out the beginning of that dream. I am going to finish packing in the morning, go workout, take my daughter to school then head straight east. I still have my company car and a paycheck for the time being. I am going enjoy the brief glimpse of that vision come true then head to Wyoming on Tuesday to visit my mom.