February 27, 2025, Thursday night, 6:07, pacific standard time, parking lot of apartment in Dana Point, California, USA. I am starting to lose my momentum with this job. I have been a Director for over four years now and the time commitment of being in an office all day has worn out my patience. But, I am thankful for my current frame of mind and the amount of creative energy flowing through me. I guess in the end something has to be loved and something has to be loathed. When I think that about that trade off I can accept the arrangement. I wanted a base salary job with benefits and a good side hustle. The equation is coming to fruition with this hob and the affirmation book.