Friday night

8:26am Friday night. (Notes for book I am writing)Did I Achieve something because I was willing to go to the utmost extreme? Was my “success” really a failure? I solved one problem but did not achieve my original goal. I also did not solve the original problem. Were they related? Did I have an obligation to pete to solve his problem? That was my intent. In a way I caused the problem. In another I didn’t. But he also created the situation by giving me the job.

Thursday night

8:02pm Thursday night. I had trouble concentrating this morning. A meeting with my boss did not go well. I started to feel annoyed because she said I lacked urgency. I tried to explain to her it wasn’t my fault but I don’t think she understood. I didn’t want to upset her but what could I say?

Writing exercise

5:54am (just a writing exercise) As I drove to work it struck me I hadn’t called Peter last night. I sort of forgotten until I was nearly to the office but as I pulled up I remembered. He couldn’t have been too happy waiting for me to reply but what could I do? In the first place there wasn’t much to report and second he wasn’t available until late in the evening.