Utah

The scenes from the five years I was in utah and happy play like a movie that is always on in the background. It is how every thought is shaped. The time, the place, the job, the friendships, falling in love. The moment has such a powerful half-life. I am haunted. I can’t move on but I don’t want to let go. It drives everything yet leaves a sadness that I can’t live in the presence or dream of the future. I experienced life at its fullest. I am thankful. I experienced life in it most beautiful form. I am haunted