The feelings of stress used to be sharpZ now they are heavy like sludge. Woke up at 1am in a panic. Thought about the post yesterday at 5pm. Unclogged the flow of energy and let it flow. I am a warrior. The desert warrior. I accept that I must diligently watch my emotional stream. I have to be diligent in how I frame my thoughts.
I want to be carefree and just go with any emotion. But I can’t. I am not young any more. Just like I can’t be caeefeee and do what I used to. physically I aaa well as mentally. I have to accept the situation. Know what I can and can’t do
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