6:03pm, pacific standard time, hotel in Palm Desert, California, USA, Thursday evening, January 19, 2023. Today was emotionally exhausting. I worked on my financial report in the morning then had a meeting in the afternoon to let go of an employee. She handled it well and obviously it was much more stressful her. But I feel empty inside. I am going to curl up and let the day mercifully end.
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My left shoulder
6:28pm, pacific standard time, hotel in Palm Desert, California, USA, Wednesday night, January, 4, 2023. Two months ago I slept wrong and hurt my left shoulder. It hasn’t been right since. The range in motion is limited and everyday activities, like driving and typing, make it ache. I remember years ago a work colleague told me he dislocated his shoulder sleeping. I was flabbergasted. I didn’t think that was possible. Now I understand completely. Getting old is no fun.
Just a day at work
6:21pm, pacific standard time, hotel in Palm Desert, California, USA, Wednesday night, December 28, 2022. Not much to report right now. Today was busy, which made time go fast. For that I am thankful. I did talk to my supervisor about taking time off next week. I am not sure what I would do with an extra day off but, it would be nice to be out of the office for a spell. I will have to make plans and come up with something fun.
Monday, July 25, 2022
6:20pm, pacific standard time, apartment in Chandler, Arizona, USA, Monday evening, July 25, 2022. Completed new employee registration and drove to drug screen appointment today. also let the Rancho Cucamonga group know my decision.
Sunday, July 17, 2023
6:28pm, pacific standard time, apartment in Chandler, Arizona, USA, Sunday evening, July 17, 2022. Walked the dog this morning, gave her a bath, left Orange County after 11am. Hit traffic coming into Phoenix. Over 110 degrees most of the drive.
Not much
6:57pm, pacific standard time, apartment in Chandler, Arizona, USA, Wednesday evening, July 13, 2022. Not much happened today; ran some errands in the afternoon. Bought a sunshade for my car, tried to find a Halloween decoration for a friend, picked up a prescription.
Early Father’s Day celebration
7:56pm, pacific standard time, apartment in Dana Point, California, USA, Saturday, June 18, 2022. Had a good early Father’s Day celebration; went out for sushi dinner, then shopping for a new cologne, followed by chocolates from the sweet shop. Now we are sitting on the couch watching anime and enjoying the sunset.
Energy shift
8:53am my energy has shifted. I have shed “sales” mindset. The desperate frustration. I am an expert in hospice. I solve issues, help people
Beauty
There is so much beauty in what I was, what I am, what I could be. The joy overflows and becomes anxiety, disappointment, depression. I stop the energy from overflowing and becoming negative
overthink
6:12am my anxiety comes from overthinking. Wanting to hold the past, conquer the future, win every challenge. I take my energy down. I don’t think about everything all at once. I am at peace.