6:40 am getting ready to shower. Went for the walk at 5 through the neighborhood. Someone was in the gym so I came hone and worked out. Are a bar. Made some coffee. Checked when my daughters spring break starts (four weeks from this coming Monday) saw she only has three months (13 weeks) of school left from today. Ironed my shirt for today.
I have been stressed. Having my supervisor here as made me feel exhausted and uneasy. Not anything she is doing. His having to be on guard. Entertaining. Performing.
My goal is longevity. Yet every moment has to pass at the same speed. No matter what I accomplish I will be judged on the length of time I choose, am able, or wanted to do this job. That makes time move slow. My mind wants to occupy with many thoughts. Again. Solving life. Figuring out the perfect life scenario.
Last night I woke up at 11. My mind was racing. In a good way. I was thinking about work and things i can do. My mind is brilliant and moves fast. I have such a large coast city for thought and growth. I am brilliant. I am strong. I am a winner. I am a leader. People like me. They care about me. They are drawn to me. I am charismatic and attractive.
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